I am so tired...

I am so tired of working dead end 9 to 5's.
I am so tired of not having a career.
I am so tired of driving a piece of shit car,
I am so tired of not being able to take it far.
I am so tired of not having any money,
I am so tired of not being funny.
I am so tired of popping pills to be happy,
I am so tired of smoking in order to sleep.
I am so tired of not having sex on a regular basis,
I am so tired of running around the life of bases.
I am so tired of making fun of everyone else,
I am so tired of not having shit to put on shelves.
I am so tired of being alone,
I am so tired of living in this home.
I am so tired of not having any good friends,
I am so tired of not making ends.
I am so tired that I just want to close my eyes and wake up to another life,
I am so tired that I want to cry almost every night.
I am so tired that I do not know what to do,
I am so tired that I wrote it all down for you.